*Prince in my Eyes*

There you were,
Sitting by yourself,
Under the oak tree...
I want to get near you,
But you are firmly guarded...

Being around you is hard,
Being with you is impossible...
Knowing that I began to back away,
But then you notice me the second i did...
You didn't let your guard down,
Neither change your act upon those glances...

I watched you from afar,
Faced the ground when you looked my way...
Quietly seeing you smile, seeing you laugh,
It fascinates me that I began to feel content by just watching you...
While slowly I get attracted by you,
You became a bit free with your emotion...

Unthinkably, I began to smell the forbidden flower...
Afraid to move,
Afraid to lose you,
But you're still sitting there,
Glancing at me sometimes...

Distance yet close,
Cold yet warm,
Sorrowful yet happy...

It's the beginning of an unusual relationship,
Between the Cold Prince,
And the Ice Maiden...

*Origin: When thinking bout him n knowing abt our 2 worlds apart.. I pened it out..
*Time: Recently, 8th April 2009...
*Dedicated to: The person I just met.. My Kisa (knight in shining armour)

*BetrayeL*

I'm gettin' weaker,
Maybe its all started to come back to me,
Why didnt you come?
Why did you leave me back there all alone?

I thought its been clear now,
That you are going to help me endure the pain,
To help me to trust,
But you prove me otherwise...

I was hurt...
I was hurt by your heartless move,
I was hurt by your unspoken motive,
Unregretfully, I began to turn away from the happiness in this world..

Hurt, Pain, Suffer...
My head is full of that,
Hatred, Revenge, Darkness..
You filled my heart with those things...

Eventually, my heart began to despise the light,
My soul began to tremble,
My life began to change,
And it all started with YOU...

You made the heartless girl I am,
You are the reason why I started to hate,
Love meant losing,
Why can't i understand that from the 1st try...

Now seeing you hurts me,
As I sing this hurtful melody through your ears,
Hopefully it will kill your hope,
And seal it within my soul...

To see you suffer,
To hear you scream my name,
To make you beg for forgiveness,
To let you taste your own medicine,
And make you realize what you've created...

*Origin: It was my thoughts to some Anime couple.. N lil' bout how I felt..
*Time: Durin 1 ov my hard time, 2007..
*Dedicated to: Who ever feel the same way..

*Alice I mean't to be..*

Sitting in the dark corner of the room,
I observe my surrounding,
It was so cold and empty,
Yet was filled with priceless items...

Trying to move to the center,
But my feet was limp to the ground,
Moving my hand was impossible too,
Because I was tied to an unseen string.

My pretty hat, my expensive dress,
It meant nothing in this condition,
My glassy eyes stared into the dream-like world,
But the dreams i see don't fascinate me.

I tried to talk,
But my lips are frozen,
I can't speak, I can't sing,
No other way to let people know how i feel...

Because that's the Alice I meant to be..

*Origin: Well, mostly by the song 'Still Doll'-Kanon Wakeshima.. I re-did it in my POV.. About a girl who cant seem to find freedom, even when she's not tied to anything but her own.. That's Alice..
*Time: Early 2009 (Form 5)
*Dedicated to: Haha, mostly to whoever felt the same way as Her and Me..

*Tears and Fears*

I looked at his eyes,
And I saw how fragile he is..
The strength and the braveness he held all this time,
Lost under the wave of weakness..

I saw the window of his heart close,
The light in his life faded,
He tried to erase it all,
But he failed to play that role..

His heart filled with misery,
And his soul is full of rage,
He looked at me like a lost boy,
Tried to hide all his feelings away..

But he failed to fake it,
As pure crystal rolled down his cheek,
And he did it,
The one thing guys will never reveal..
Feelings and tears..

He showed me the real him,
The person he tried to cover,
And the feeling he tried to hide..
Fear..

*Origin: Thot bout it when I saw a guy's weakness..
*Time: Around 2006 (Sec 2)
*Dedicated to: Generally, to every guys who think they are tough enuf, but sumtimes, Its ok to let it go..

*Eternal Love*

Closing my eyes to every open stars,
Having no regrets to miss them,
Lure myself to be afar,
And only having you to search for...

I believe in eternal love,
And that’s why I believe you,
For myself to be in the sacred place,
In your heart...

A heart that I desire,
A feeling that I want to feel,
The happiness that I longed for,
And the love that I hope will stay forever...

I believe that you’ll come one day,
To take me away from this place,
To warm my cold heart with your smile,
To forever place me in your heart...

You promise me,
And I never doubt you,
I know you won’t lie,
Because you are the only person that I trust...

My soul flow thru the river of your heart,
My feelings that stuck in your eyes,
I know you won’t remove it,
And I know we’ll meet one day,
For it’s an eternal love...

*Origin: The idea came @ nyt when my feelings for him bottled up & ready to expload..By far the best poem I think I ever written..
*Time: 2007 (Sec 3)
*Dedicated to: That person.. My Romeo, my Love, my Heart..

*Since you were gone*

When I close my eyes,
I could feel the world behind,
Your image keeps passing by,
All around my mind..

I don't want you to leave,
Because you make me believe,
In myself..

Chorus
Since you were gone,
I can never forget about you..
Since you were gone,
I never meet someone new,
Since you were gone,
There's nothing but the same view..
This thing will go on and on,
Until you came and rescue...

Your smile in my heart,
And your laughter so hard,
I will forever remember,
The time we spend together...

Chorus

Drifting away slowly in your mind,
I feel like I'm lost,
In your deep ocean of thought,
I know you won't help me..
Since you were gone.

*Origin: It was created because of a lyric competion which I got 2nd. I'm so happy.
*Time: Secondary 2, which was in 2006.
*Dedicated to: Not really dedicate but yea.. to two people with the same name.. one broke me, one made me realized..